The Quiet One
07 April 2009 @ 12:17 pm
I'm in Zebu, taking my lunch, and NOT DOING WORK! I refuse. I've been doing too much of work outside of work that I can feel it...the burnout coming. But, I'm not going to let it get to me. I still have a little over a year before I get my clinical license, and almost 2 before I can quit if I wanted. Just waiting it out. At least my coworkers are great and supportive. I think I would've gone bonkers a long time ago, if it weren't for them.

The weather's gorgeous outside. It's chilly, but bright and inviting. I'm tempted by their giant cookies here, but I'm trying to be good. The Hubby and I started the gym this month, and I don't want to end up with a negative workout. =P

My mind's all over the place. Hehe. I think it's 'cause I got up at 5:30am. Because of the gym. Yeah. Not sure how I feel about the early-morning gym sessions. However, I don't know if I can actually force myself to go after work either. Oh, decisions. The dilemmas of being a grown up, with a metabolism no longer being that of a supermotor.
 
 
Current Location: Zebu
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
The Quiet One

I seem to have very lucid dreams when I'm very tired. Last night's was particularly vivid...and weird.


Most of it was a jumble of different things I was thinking about throughout the day yesterday; however, one storyline in particular stuck in my mind when I woke up. I was with a bunch of monkeyboxers/lj-ers in a castle, trying to uncover some conspiracy against us. While [info]pupdog311 and [info]ktkatrina attempted to keep us hidden from our unknown enemies, [info]blackbirdshaq, [info]ejtheviking, and I tried to solve a snake-shaped puzzle. I think that solving it was supposed to keep the city from blowing up. =? Every now and again, pup would peek out and shoot at our supposed enemies. I think a couple of them were coworkers. o.0 Katrina rushed to find us an alternate exit, finding one through an underground tunnel. One more piece to the snake puzzle was needed. Trae had it. I felt really anxious. She was about to place it in when...

...I woke up. =?


I'm not sure what it all meant, but I have some theories:

  • I had a lot of anxiety about meeting my first client for individual therapy today. However, it went okay, so I'm relieved.
  • I was talking to some of these people in the last couple of weeks online. =)
  • I've been watching too much tv drama late at night. ^.^
This has been the first full week of school/work/internship, so a lot's been going on. Alternating early morning with late evening schedules is a killer, but I like what I'm doing, so it's all good.

I've been a much better mood than in past weeks, so I've been somewhat hyper. This is good for my productivity. I've been hitting the gym a few days out of the week. I've also been trying to keep on top of my readings already (it helps that my prof is giving assignments based on the readings). A funny side effect of being in my uber-happy, playful mood is that I like to push The Hubby down on the bed like The Big Mean Kid on the playground. Yeah. I did it today. >=) He looked at me funny.  I think he was wondering if I was on crack. *L*

Tomorrow is the gym and work. And maybe a movie date with The Hubby, if the show time isn't too late. We want to see either The Black Dahlia or The Last Kiss.

Okay. Off to bed. I've said, "We'll go to bed soon" long enough.
 
 
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: CSI: Miami